Sorry to hear that. I'm going through depression myself, and PTSD over the sudden loss of my younger brother last year. I was on the brink of suicide and everything in-between. I'm not gonna lie and say it gets better or you have so much to live for. But I do know what you're feeling is only a result of a situation and to remember that when you're making any decisions because of depression, not to act on them unless you're out of depression and can think logically, without sad emotions.
I hope you find new employment opportunities, if not there is always communes. But for finance's sake, take whatever you can get, for now.